Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Frustrated

I'm just frustrated in general right now. Things seem to be piling up in all the wrong ways.
First there's work: I just started a new job and as much as I love it right now all my training classes are messing with my classes.

Second there's school: I have two tests tomorrow and work from 9-4. My tests? At 10 and 2. Can I get out of this? No. Can I reschedule either test? Possibly. But it's looking like a no.

Third there's my parents: They "want me to come with on spring break" then FREAK OUT at me because I want to come. What? It doesn't make sense I know. What the hell right? I'm seriously at the point where I just don't know what to do. I got into a fight with both my parents at different times where I ended up crying. A) I don't cry often and B) I'm a daddy's girl so if I get in a fight with him it's a BIG deal.

I'm just to the point where I'm like screw it and I'm going to crawl into bed and not come out for a week or so. I'm going to have to pay rent this month (my new roommates didn't want me to have to pay for 2 places in one month (wonderful people I know)) and I need to pay for my Compassion Child Steffany and I have to send some packages that I sold on Ebay.

Oh God.

I WILL NOT ask for any more money. I won't. I will starve first, I'm sure that'll help my ever increasing waistline. Oh and there's another thing I need to pay for, Weight Watchers. And no, I'm not ashamed of that, I'm proud of myself. This time, I'm doing it for ME. I'm strong enough to ask for help and damn it I'm gonna kick this thing in the ass.

Wish me luck world...

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